Focusing on the Bigger Picture: A Journey of Self-Commitment

 

Hello everyone,

First of all, I want to say that I’m not someone who usually shares personal struggles in public. But since this is my blog, a space that feels like my personal diary, I feel comfortable expressing myself here. To be honest, I know that no one really cares or reads about my personal life except me. And that’s okay because writing has always been therapeutic for me.

These past few weeks haven’t been kind. My health wasn’t in the best condition, and it took a toll on my routine. But, as they say, “This too shall pass,” and thankfully, it did. For the last two days, I’ve felt better and resumed my studies with new energy. But life, as we know, doesn’t always go smoothly. Just when one problem ends, another one begins. Recently, someone very close to me—someone I care deeply about—has blocked me.

I’m not angry or upset with her. I don’t hate her, and it's not that my feelings have changed. It’s just that right now, I need to focus on something bigger—my JEE preparation. With only 100 days left, it feels like time is slipping through my fingers. These days are critical for me, and I need every minute to count. This decision to stop talking for a while isn’t easy for either of us, but sometimes in life, we have to make tough choices for a better tomorrow.

"Success requires sacrifice," and this is one of those moments for me. I’ve committed to studying for 10 hours a day, avoiding distractions like shorts and reels, and most importantly, not wasting my precious time. I know this choice might hurt both of us now, but I believe it's necessary for our future.

The journey ahead is challenging, but I have promised myself today that I will crack JEE 2025 with a good percentile. This is not just about an exam; it’s about proving to myself that I can do it. As the saying goes, “The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorrow.”

So, for the next few months, my focus will be solely on myself—on my growth, on my dreams, and on creating a future that both of us can be proud of. This is not the end, just a temporary pause for a brighter future.

I believe in myself, and I know I can do it. Here’s to a journey of self-discipline, hard work, and unwavering commitment.

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.” —Steve Jobs

Thanks a lot from the bottom of my heart. I’m truly happy that you’re interested in my personal life and took the time to understand my situation. Sometimes, it’s not the solution that’s needed but simply having someone who knows your problem—that in itself is a great thing. So, once again, thank you so much! And as a token of my gratitude, I’d like to share my personal contact with you. Feel free to reach out to me about anything, on any topic. You can message me on Telegram at @amankumarhappy.

Aman Kumar Happy